On and on

to wander in circles,
take on life,
talking to the walls

waiting for that call
or even a knock on the door

seems so long already
but it was just yesterday

folk and spoon lying on the table
the television on for hours
the unturned page of the book
the withered flower in the vase
the dusted mantle...........................

Francais???

Francais????
yea baby....je parle a peu de francias....en fact, j'aime le francais..
so if u thought the entire post is gonna be french....too bad u can now understand something rather than wasting ur time reading roman alphabets which do not necessarity make a lot of sense.
When I first heard my french ma'm speaking this language, well I thought something was seriously wrong with the french, to come up with such a language. The ch- becum sh- most of the times, this is very important keep this in mind, you have to learn to spit if you wanna learn french. It basically means that you need produce that wierd sound for lots of words like "crois" "prendre"....
Something funny about this language, it literally translates from english for words which do not have a french name...for example: bread is "pain" and bakery is "boulangerie" but for new age words like potato..what do the french do??? they call it "pomme de terre" literally meaning apple of the earth...pretty cool huh?
All in all itz a cool language, insults do not sound like insults, in fact they sound sweeter....romance will gain an all new level completely.....! ah...
But anyway, now sum thing which may put u off, everything unde the sun has a gender, one of pals would probably recollect the phrase"futrez ton parapluie" without knowing the gender of parapluie or an umbrella, but the sentence itself says the gender.
another thing, there are some 8 freaking tenses for every new verb you learn, you probably may like the regular ones but hate the irregular ones for being ummmm....so irregular...
bottomline I love French.....and cant wait to learn some more of it..whenver that is...
au revoir...

This Day...Last Year....

The heat is on...
It's only march, and itz freaking hot!
nothing much to do...
I have been listenin to "The Scientist" by Coldplay on loop. It is an amazing song, it is like a melody to which you can swing to on..and on and on and on...and mind that guitar in the end, it's terrific!

ever wondered what were you doing this day last year???I was on a road trip across SA, heading towards Cape town. In fact, Holi last year was spent there. It was quite a memorable day. We saw the white sands and freaked out, it was just awesome! but the wierd part was that no one was in the water, we had heard about the shark incidents in the waters of the Atlantic, but come on this wouldn't let the surfers keep away from their second home. I kept wondering why....WHY there aint anybody in the water, I decided to find out myself.
Very boldly I marched towards the beach. took my footwear off and almost reached where the next wave was about to hit my feet. I was smiling ear to ear, then it strikes and.....and....my expression freezes on my face. The water is FREAKING COLD!!yeah, for all those who think playing ice-in-ur-clothes is a good idea, well come here and find out....my feet went numb, red, blue.....(cold water---due to winter approaching, SA in southern hemisphere..)
now i knew why people were outside enjoying their sunbath, and not inside the waters....I saw this guy giving me a smile which said" yeah yeah, play more in the water..ha ha"
yea man this gave me some idea what temperatures seals, penguins live in.
But I didn't give in, the cold couldn't dampen my spirits, I went ahead...quite a distance in the water, until I couldn't feel a thing.My mom and I were daring enough to stay there for more than 10 mins, that is a different thing that when we got out of the iced sea we had to sit in the sun for 15 minutes to regain our senses.
But hey it's not every day that one comes across a beach with almost ice cold water...
That's what I did last year on this day...
Wonder if it possible to recount every single day of last year, or even last week.....without keeping a diary....
lemme know if u remember what any of u did last year this day....
just a thought....

Last exam

long time...really
just thought of posting something , i have been in the cyber cafe going through stuff for the lit paper, itz kinda interesting...in fact itz awesum..i wish we have lit again....but i know we dont..damn!
exams getting over tomorrow....
everyone is gonna be in a relaxed state of mind...
best of luck everybody,
cheers.

The day after....

The day after will be of fear and pain,
Though this may not settle the dust,
but a few souls will be at peace.

Wounds will itch for a lot longer,
bruises will burn for some more time,
but it needs to be done to gain the lost pride,

the lava is viscous enough,
to char the infested wood,
the clock is ticking,
the planets are revolving,
the time is passing,

Fear those who need to,
because last wishes do not always come through.

Etc...........

I was waiting for a train at sion station, saw a kitten, almost bones on platform no.1, looked like if did not find food for another day it'll probably die...I cudnt do much..called up a pal whose a member of the blue cross society, but couldn't get much help either..the situation dus highlight helplessness, may be I could have done something but at the same time I couldn't...how many times we are faced with such a situation???...
anyway....just felt like writing about it.
New season begins today...this aint abt new series..but abt F1....YAY!..it's here..after a loooong wait of 4 and a half months....
the qualifying takes place today.....so ppl gear up..i know there are xams n blahblah...but this is IMPORTANT...... Alonso is gonna b in high spirits as he is the 2005 CHAMPION...good luck to all the teams..and a suggestion to all f1 fans in class..lets watch a race together man.
cheers.

Birthday blues...??

Studying is makein my birthday a lil borin....
well.. it looks like studying is off the agenda....marketing presentations went well....esp after the amount of tension everyone was in...prior to the presentation....our marketing Prof over all looked quite happy...
but as of studying for the theory paper.....man..i am not goin anywhere....really....xactly a week left...
A friend , pooj and I had decided that we will start after her b'day...which got over on 25th...then we decided that we 'll start after my b'day..which will get over today....i m turning older...nah...wiser...hehehe..thts a wierd line i caught from sex and the city.....cool show...for those who do not like continuity...go for it...any episode can b watched...the same old thing put in different ways....i have prolly seen 10 episodes but all are similar..!
anyway...no birthday bash this time...cuz of stooooooopid xams...good luck to all those who r sincerely studyin....i still wanna watch a few movies..like crash, walk the line and capote...oh and yea good news.. ICE AGE II is gonna b out in mid april.....and it seems the squirrel does something terribly stupid again, which leads to ice age....
anyway...cheers guyz....bye!

WASTED

P.S So here goes...don't discontinue after the first few lines...I agree first 2 verses very cliched...haha

I looked into your eyes...deep and soulful....
the touch of your skin...
the feel of your hand...

days when it rained enough to drown me...
when it snowed enough to freeze me...

pain pleasure resistance rebel
everything that I could experience...
days went by
the feelings deep inside, which needed a way
never came up,

they never will,
they are not supposed to,
everything has a meaning...
my love for you is stuck in a moment...
it refuses to move ....it refuses to give up...

I wish I never felt what I feel..
throw it down...
hit rock bottom...
never come back again..
all my efforts which have gone in vain...

All the time wasted..
All the tears cried...
All the emotions which are stuck...
All the patience tolerance pain...

One day..It will be different
Is it today? was it yesterday?
or is it gonna be tomorrow?
I m waitin..
till I get it out and get it over with...
Crush
it
like a
Cigarette under
my
feet.
Or
Tear apart
like
my
Contact lenses.
Or
Break it
like
a
Beer Bottle.