You are not alone!

long time ...
I always say that when i blog, which is usually in months....

complication comes at the worst time, there is a hierarchy to complication, and sometimes I feel I am sitting on a pile of it.

Sucks huh?

Everything you decide, you resolve, goes for a toss. Just one big complication an all your past lessons can be thrown out of the window. How is it that most of us commit the same mistakes again and again, an go through the cycle of the recovering from it, and pretending "its all cool" and then actually "be cool" for sometime, then shortly do the same freaking thing again.

I am being a cynic, a pessimist, but the self help books will still tell me to have confidence in yourself, believe in yourself etc. Mind you, I have never used any of these self help books, not because I think losers read them, because I am a sucker when it comes to reading slow and draggy books. But my father owns quite a few, and hence the mere titles of some books have prompted my opinion.

anyway, thats not the point. The complication will ease out, things will be fine again, I will figure a way out( thats the maximum optimism that can come out of me right now)

and whoever reads this blog, has issues, complications, you are not alone buddy, so stop trying to chew other people's head over it!!!!

My thought

Time to kickstart my year----

well the year has already started 6 months back, so in that context I am really late, but nevertheless, THIS is the start of my academic year. I am in Third Year, and I cannot believe it!

Two academic years have gone by very quickly, things have changed, people have changed,

So have I

there is always a new change, they say for the better. well only time can tell, but growing up, I must say is a good change, you do many things that you wished for, at the same time you feel too many things, which you would have never rather felt.

Sometimes I wish I was a boy.

So that
i could take off anywhere anytime I want, getaway with almost anything. Then I thought again.
and exclaimed

"NAH" "NO"

"NEVER"

hehe...prefer being a girl. not because of the "o my lady" treatment, because we hardly get that nowadays! but because of various other reasons , which I will tell you about later!

Short of time!

Voila again!

I have changed continents! i am in the undiscovered land of beauty! unexplored!...ok ok I won't go on yapping abt it...

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I almost forgot! net will get disconnected in another 5 mins!!!!

I have internet from 6 pm to 11 pm...

Ain't that bad??

so....

Later...

now 2 mins to go...

ok bye

errr...

Cheers!

In front of Irish Village, between gates 1-21 and 23 -43

Voila!
I am blogging form Dubai International Airport...
Can't write a long post as people are waiting in queue to use the net...

I was really zonked when i landed in dubai...

but now feel fresh...will go and ogle at the duty free shops:p

Interesting people around...Interesting place to be at...

Will blog as soon as I reach Lagos...

another thing...

I saw this guy roller blading at Mumbai airport...it was wierd...but cool...wish i could do that at Dubai Airport...

:p

Cheers

Ruh.

Of 300 and Greek Gods

I saw 300 yday
Amazing film...
Mindblowing!!!
yea man must watch...!

Spartans ...what a breed of humans! The flick is not the fact but yet...it's awesome...lot of blood splashing around..but one gets used to it...or for some reason doesn't mind it.

The grainy look given to the film has just changed the basics of it's overall appearance.

The hues of Golden, Bronze are used very intelligently. They just enhance the effect of the surroundings.

I wish those places were real...but most of them are created in a studios.

Greek and Roman mythology is very interesting. Greeks and Romans worshipped pretty much the same Gods but with different names.

Greek name Roman Equivalent

Zeus Jupiter

Hera Juno

Herakles Hercules

Krono Saturn

Hermes Mercury

Ares Mars

Aphrodite Venus

Eros Cupid

Dionsis Bacchus

Demeter Ceres


but some like Apollo, Iris remain the same...there are so many greek Gods and Goddess ...and the stories behind every incident is worth knowing!
and I am gonna read abt it more and more in the coming days.

From the Deep End Of The Ocean

From the deep end of the ocean

Ever wondered what lies there?? I was, today , in the morning. Just a passing thought, but worth my time.
I have a theory
I have a few of them but don't write about them so often. Here is one:

All your desires,thoughts, aspirations, expectations, longings which are not fulfilled, they find a home in the Deep End Of The Ocean. Because that is one place where no one can find them. They are safe there. No one knows which is the deepest end. So no one will never know. As wierd as it may sound, I consider it a theory. Anyway no one knows what happens to most of our emotions, where do they come from. I still don't believe in electrons and molecules even though science can give me proof on it. So who is anyone to question my theory? I am a water person, love being around seas, ocean, lakes, rivers, waterfalls, ponds, estuaries etc. They supply my power, power to reason.
I was talking to a friend last night who told me the same thing, how tiny we appear in front of the sea. And this very reason why our problems are nothing compared to it.
I am waiting to touch the water again. Very soon I will.

Imagine if some one finds the Deep End Of The Ocean? He'll be the luckiest man in the universe.Because he will find the most beautiful things which no one has ever seen or experienced.

My thoughts are safe, very safe.... so are yours.

BIRTHDAY BLOG

GO -GO-GO

GO Shorty...
it's ur birthday...

Yes, I am short....hehe ...and it's my BIRTHDAY!

So what do I do what do I do??? BIG Q and it's my 21st birthday! whoa...I am biiig or old....or aging...hehehe nah I entering the 20s....YAY...

Things I would like to change in myself or do:

1. Do well in my acads

2. Live more for myself

3. Do what I really want to

4. Rely on my craziness a bit more

5. Kick stooooopid people's asses

6. Read more

7. Say "I love u" to important people in my life

8. Treat people what they are worth- nothing more nothing less.

9. Learn to say "NO"

10. Be there for all those who were there for me or even for those who weren't.

So, everything said and done it appears that I am gonna be an entirely new person...hehe...well I am essentially the same but I believe one has to continue making small changes for improvement. So I am gonna try all the ones I mentioned above.

I love myself! hehe some self obsessed person...

I think it is important to obsess about yourself a little otherwise you wouldn't love yourself. Atleast that's the conclusion I have arrived at.

Anyway....I am gonna go ahead and enzoy my budday!!!!

and ya the last resolution

11. Blog more often!!!

;)

Cheers!

PHOTOGRAPHY!!

Black and White rocks!

they just do...even though they lack colour(d-uh) but they manage to say everything the artist intends to. I recently went clicking B & W snaps on a SLR. It was an awesome experience. Nashik was the city which we chose for our shoot. Went to Pandolini Caves, Trimbakeshwar, Gangapur Dam and the Panchvati-Ramkund.

It's my birth place, and yet I did not know so much about the city!

and a Black and White lens just made it better. My favorite subjects were portraits, objects with dark and light patterns, and plants. I will upload a couple of pics very soon. Another thing that the SLR checks is your-patience! Yes, one needs to be very patient with the equipment, checking the shutter speed, aperture settings to make sure the film is not under exposed or over exposed. A digital camera is nothing but spoon feeding. A digital SLR will be interesting to handle but thats a long way, of only I could lay my hand on one...then mooohahahaha...I will go and SHOOT. and shoot SOME MORE.

I love photography. Simply love it. It's my passion.