Apr 14, 2006

End ?

oh i thought those days were over...
i thought he was gone
i made myself believe it was all gone

he says something,
does something else,

like a toy at ur disposal
like clay which can be shaped the way you want

at times...i think itz not love

or i am in the love with the idea of
being in love??

romanticizing every move you make...
just beacuse i want to

they say read between the lines
but i guess i read when there is nothing there...

the complexity of the situation kills me within
over and over and over and over again

itz banging in my head

got to find a way out
outta this maze
dead ends dont take you anywhere
they dont even take you to an end!

the purpose of this "love"
I promise, i will figure out soon

7 comments:

PerfumesReviewer said...

Hmmm...
ruhie.....
hmmmm....
many ppl couldn't figure it out...
let's see whas ur take on love...

_dirtboy said...

My brain fizzled out...
So no comment about the post...
only one request.. will you activate your blog's RSS feeds?? I have suscribed, but it seems you dont have it activated... :(

diksha said...

hmmm...
love is what it is...

love is beautiful...
its beauty lies in courage...
courage to love inspite of knowledge..
knowledge that things might just not exist but what if????

that "what if", if u want it to be, is love.

love is as far as you can keep going...holding on to it... because u want to...

because you want to bask in the glory of your sadness...

because you have started loving your lonliness... because u have started to love playing games with your own heart...

all of it is love for you because thats waht u want it to be..

but remember...

if u dont love yourself, you have no right to expect others to love you...

*Dreamy~Piscean* said...

ruha,
luv is luv
it is not anything else...
doesnt matter if its right or wrong or if it exists or not...
its a feeling that is supposed to make u feel special...
enjoy it..though dont let it take over u...
its an addiction...it gives one a high..being in luv feels great but make sure u know no one said that the one will u luv will luv u back...there wasnt ever a pact that was signed...
its about luving urself for luving him...dont hate urself coz u luv that certain someone...
luv is luv dammit...
enjoy it!!!
it feels great to be in luv...even if its unrequited...trust me on this one...

_dirtboy said...

Hey thnx fer rollin me up...

>:D<

ruhey said...

ur welcum abhinav!

twisty-scientisty said...

i luuuuuv u ruhieeee.
in a totally nonlesbian wayy...
ur a great chick hav a blast and dont let anyone push u around wooohooo...so glad that all our opinions bt 'why nt 2 get pregnant' are getting webspace!